Three strange days…
Sometimes words are hard to find. I won yesterday– I should be happy. I am official debating queen, which implies that I can argue my head off without belief. Wonderful….
I have re-established contact with a dear friend. I went to watch a play on bike! And I am glad. Some friends are too precious to loose over bickering- especially friends who have large hearts, large enough to forgive and forget. 😀
I am sad too. I realised last night- that my void will return with a vengence. Its like living in a bubble- that occasionally bursts to let you breathe and then grows back like reinforced glass around me again. Such emptiness. Alone. Am scared. What will I do without you?