Try Me!

Hey you… know what? I sat and though about it all day. You are right. I took you for a ride… and every time it hurt I was responsible and I am sorry. However, that does NOT make my love fake; all day I sit in this room alone staring at the walls wondering how you made it through the day. It’s all smokey and dark here, its cold and my head is hot. And all I want is to know why you think I am not worth it at all…

You always say I should not be afraid I’m better off alone and free ‘coz no-one can put up with me. Even if you and me end up in a catastrophe (if we haven’t already) I have one more thing to add…so I am a liar and I am a weirdo and even if I am lucky I’ll amount to zero…but I thought that you’d love me anyway. I’m so not even worth it…

I’m not the kind of girl who takes advice…maybe you’ll never dance with me, maybe you’ll never sing in harmony with me…but hell! ‘With me’ still aint a bad place to be…

I can feel the wind blowing through my mind and heart, so full and empty…These days seem strange somehow… A billion years isn’t what it appears to be. I’m losing hold of time…can’t seem to find peace.

I’m so far away, and I’m trying to see you through….I can’t help but feel I may be losing you. Should I let you go for your own sake? Should I hold you close for mine? Anyway, I love you, and I couldn’t be more sure.

I know I can’t build my life around a dream, it’s too late now, my world is you. There’s nothing you could say or do. I remember the first time that I fell I swear I never thought I’d make it up again. I’ve been flying and I’m not getting down, just to fall again.

So I’m just going to love you anyway.